Silvina Moreno - La Despedida (letra) Silvina Moreno - Frío

La Despedida

Ella sale apurada 
con sandalias mojadas 
corriendo el tren. 

Ella sabe que mañana 
es el último día 
que tendrá con él. 

No se permite llorar, 
no se permite n quejar. 
Quiere tener la suerte 
de sentirse fuerte o aparentar. 

Nunca en su vida le rezó a nadie, 
pero al cielo miró. 
Si hay un ángel que pueda oírme
pido por favor: “Cuídenmelo, cuídenmelo”. 

El sabía, al otro día, 
que era hora y dolía decir adiós. 
Ella no quiere soltarlo, 
le da pánico dejarlo sin amor. 

No se permite llorar, 
no se permite n quejar. 
Quiere tener la suerte 
de sentirse fuerte o aparentar. 

Nunca en su vida le rezó a nadie, 
pero al cielo miró. 
Si hay un ángel que pueda oírme
pido por favor: “Cuídenmelo, cuídenmelo”. 

Soltar, sol, soltar, rasguña el alma
y Dios sabrá porqué será. 
Qué ironía, qué ironía, qué ironía esta vida, 
que nos junta para volvernos a separar. 

Nunca en su vida le rezó a nadie, 
pero al cielo miró. 
Si hay un ángel que pueda oírme
pido por favor: “Cuídenmelo, cuídenmelo”.

 

彼女は急いで出かける
濡れたサンダルで
列車を走らせる。

彼女は明日それを知っている
最後の日です
彼は彼と何を持っていますか?

それは泣くことは許されません、
不平は許されません。
彼は幸運になりたい
強く感じたり、見たりする

彼は決して人生の誰にでも祈ったことはありません。
天に彼は見た。
私を聞くことができる天使がいるならば、
私はしてください: "私の世話をしてください、私の世話をしてください"。

彼は、翌日、
それは時間だったし、さよならを言うのは痛い。
彼女は手放すことを望んでいない、
それはあなたが愛なしで彼を残すためにパニックになります。

それは泣くことは許されません、
不平は許されません。
彼は幸運になりたい
強く感じたり、見たりする

彼は決して人生の誰にでも祈ったことはありません。
天に彼は見た。
私を聞くことができる天使がいるならば、
私はしてください: "私の世話をしてください、私の世話をしてください"。

リリース、太陽、離れる、魂を傷つける、
神はそれがなぜあるのかを知るでしょう。
アイロニーアイロニーアイロニー
私たちは一緒になって再び分かれる。

彼は決して人生の誰にでも祈ったことはありません。
天に彼は見た。
私を聞くことができる天使がいるならば、
私はしてください: "私の世話をしてください、私の世話をしてください"。

 

Silvina Moreno - Frío en los Pies (Lyric Video) ft. Kevin Johansen - YouTube

Silvina Moreno - Frío 

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJLq1QsP5Xw&list=RDjJLq1QsP5Xw&index=1

Tengo frío en los pies, 
me despierto contigo y no sé qué hacer, 
más que temer. 

Tienes frío en los pies, 
y quiero poder hacer las cosas bien. 
Muy bien. 

¿Confiarías en mí 
si dijera que en el fondo nunca, 
nunca supe amar a alguien así? 
No te quiero hacer sufrir 
pero debo confesar que 
no es una hazaña fácil la de amarme a mí. 
A mí. 

Come on, no tengas miedo, 
embrace the love. 

Tengo frío en los pies, 
me abrazas, me alejo y no sé porqué, 
(yo tampoco), 
por protegerme. 

Tienes frío en los pies, 
como si no soportase tanto amor, 
tanto amor. 

¿Confiarías en mí 
si dijera que en el fondo nunca, 
nunca supe amar a alguien así? 
No te quiero hacer sufrir 
pero debo confesar que 
no es una hazaña fácil la de amarme a mí. 
A mí. 

Entrecortada, sugerí mi renuncia, 
por el momento un acertijo nos anuncia. 
Pero contigo voy, y para ti estoy, 
así, como soy. 

¡Esa! No tengas miedo, don’t be afraid. 
embrace the love. 
No te enrosques, ¿Qué te pasa, bataraza? 
Embrace this love. 
Embrace it. 
Take it. 
¡Qué enroscada! ¿eh? 

¿Confiarías en mí 
si dijera que en el fondo nunca, 
nunca supe amar a alguien así? 
No te quiero hacer sufrir 
pero debo confesar que 
no es una hazaña fácil la de amarme a mí. 
A mí. 

Somos dos pajaritos, 
nos asustamos fácil, 
vamos de a poquito, 
que mi corazón es frágil. 

Somos dos pajaritos, 
nos asustamos fácil, 
vamos de a poquito, 
que mi corazón es frágil. 

Yeah, qué fortaleza, 
qué fragilidad ni ocho cuartos... ¡Dale!

 

私は自分の足で寒いです、
私はあなたと目を覚まし、私は何をすべきかわからないが、
恐怖以上に。

あなたは足を冷えていますが、
私は物事をうまくやりたいと思っています。
とても良い

あなたは私を信用しますか?
もし私が決してそのことを決して言わなかったら、
私はそのような人を愛する方法を知らなかった?
私はあなたに苦しめたくありません
私はそれを告白する必要があります
私を愛するのは簡単なことではありません。
私に

さあ、恐れてはいけない、
愛を抱く

私は自分の足で寒いです、
あなたは私を抱きしめる、私は離れて歩いて、私はなぜ、
(私もどちらも)、
私を守るため。

あなたは足を冷えていますが、
私はあまりにも多くの愛を立てることができないかのように、
そんなに愛する

あなたは私を信用しますか?
もし私が決してそのことを決して言わなかったら、
私はそのような人を愛する方法を知らなかった?
私はあなたに苦しめたくありません
私はそれを告白する必要があります
私を愛するのは簡単なことではありません。
私に

断続的に、私は私の辞任を提案し、
瞬間、謎解きが私たちに告げる。
しかし、あなたと私は行く、あなたのために私は、
まあ、私のように。

それ!恐れてはいけません。恐れてはいけません。
愛を抱く
カールしないでください、何が間違っている、bataraza?
この愛を抱きしめてください。
それを抱きしめてください。
それを取る。
何がうずくまった!ハァッ?

あなたは私を信用しますか?
もし私が決してそのことを決して言わなかったら、
私はそのような人を愛する方法を知らなかった?
私はあなたに苦しめたくありません
私はそれを告白する必要があります
私を愛するのは簡単なことではありません。
私に

我々は2つの小さな鳥です、
私たちは簡単に怖がっている、
少しずつ行こう。
私の心は壊れやすい。

我々は2つの小さな鳥です、
私たちは簡単に怖がっている、
少しずつ行こう。
私の心は壊れやすい。

ええ、どんな強さ、
どのような脆弱性または8つの部屋...それを与える!

Julieta Venegas ; limon y sal/ Verte otra vez / lento

con limón y sal - YouTube

limon y sal 

Tengo que confesar que a veces
No me gusta tu forma de ser
Luego te me desapareces
Y no entiendo muy bien por qué

luego ; then

 

No dices nada romántico
Cuando llega el atardecer
Te pones de un humor extraño
Con cada luna llena al mes

atardecer ; sunset
luna llena; full moon

 

Pero a todo lo demás
Le gana lo bueno que me das

Solo tenerte cerca
Siento que vuelvo a empezar

lo demás ; the rest

vuelvo a empezar ; I'm starting again

 

Yo te quiero con limón y sal,
Yo te quiero tal y como estás 

No hace falta cambiarte nada.
Yo te quiero si vienes o si vas,
Si subes y si bajas y no estás
Seguro de lo que sientes

tal y como estás ; as you are,

si vienes o si vas ; if you come or if you go,

lo que sientes ; what you feel

 

Tengo que confesarte ahora
Nunca creí en la felicidad
A veces algo se le parece
Pero es pura casualidad

a veces  ; sometaimes

algo se le parece ;  something looks like

 

Luego me vengo a encontrar
Con tus ojos me dan algo más
Sólo tenerte cerca

Siento que vuelvo a empezar

luego me vengo a encontrar ; then I come to find

 

Yo te quiero con limón y sal,
Yo te quiero tal y como estás,
No hace falta cambiarte nada.
Yo te quiero si vienes o si vas,
Si subes y si bajas y no estás
Seguro de lo que sientes
Sólo tenerte cerca
Siento que vuelvo a empezar

 

I have to confess that sometimes
I do not like the way you are
Then you disappear
And I do not understand very well why

 

You do not say anything romantic
When the sunset comes
You put yourself in a strange mood
With each full moon per month

 

But to everything else
You win the good thing you give me
Only have you near
I feel like I'm starting again

 

I love you with lemon and salt,
I love you as you are,
You do not have to change anything.
I love you if you come or if you go,
If you go up and if you go down and you're not
Sure of what you feel

 

I have to confess you now
I never believed in happiness
Sometimes something looks like
But it is pure chance

 

Then I come to find
With your eyes they give me something more
Only have you near
I feel like I'm starting again

 

I love you with lemon and salt,
I love you as you are,
You do not have to change anything.
I love you if you come or if you go,
If you go up and if you go down and you're not
Sure of what you feel
Only have you near
I feel like I'm starting again

 

 

lento

Si quieres un poco de mí
Me deberías esperar
Y caminar a paso lento
Muy lento

Y poco a poco olvidar
El tiempo y su velocidad
Frenar el ritmo, ir muy lento, más lento.

Sé delicado y espera
Dame tiempo para darte
Todo lo que tengo.

Si quieres un poco de mí
Dame paciencia y verás
Será mejor que andar corriendo
Levantar vuelo

Y poco a poco olvidar
El tiempo y su velocidad
Frenar el ritmo, ir muy lento
Cada vez más lento.

Sé delicado y espera
Dame tiempo para darte
Todo lo que tengo.

Si me hablas de amor
Si suavizas mi vida
No estaré más tiempo
Sin saber que siento.

Sé delicado y espera
Dame tiempo para darte
Todo lo que tengo.

 

If you want a bit of me
You should wait for me
And walk at a slow pace
Very slow

And little by little forget
Time and its speed
Slow the pace, go very slow, slow down.

Be sensitive and wait
Give me time to give you
Everything I have.

If you want a bit of me
Give me patience and you will see
It will be better than running
Take flight

And little by little forget
Time and its speed
Slow the pace, go very slow
Slower and slower

Be sensitive and wait
Give me time to give you
Everything I have.

If you talk to me about love
If you soften my life
I will not be longer
Without knowing what I feel.

Be sensitive and wait
Give me time to give you
Everything I have.

 

Verte otra vez

Se abrió inútilmente mi deseo
Y te dijo : «Ven a mí»
Pero solo te vi desde un rincón
Saliendo para siempre de aquí

Quedó la urgencia de mi voz
En tu vida, se perdió
Y tú, en tu salida, olvidaste cerrar
El río de mis anhelos

Todo lo que pudo suceder, se esfumó
Junto a la ilusión de verte otra vez
Verte otra vez

Lo sé, a veces gana mi deseo
De encontrarte una vez
Y voy haciendo versos que celebren
Nuestra historia, que nunca sucederá
Pero es bueno celebrar

Todo lo que pudo suceder, se esfumó
Junto a la ilusión de verte otra vez
Verte otra vez

Todo lo que pudo suceder, se esfumó
Junto a la ilusión de verte otra vez
Verte otra vez

 

私の欲望は役に立たなかった
そして彼はあなたに言った:«私に来て»
しかし、私はあなたをコーナーから見ただけです
ここから永遠に離れる

私の声の緊急性は残っていた
あなたの人生では、あなたは失った
そして、あなたは出て行く途中で、忘れてしまった
私の憧れの川

起こる可能性のあるもの、消えたもの
もう一度あなたを見る錯覚の隣に
もう一度会いましょう

私は知っている、時々私は私の希望に勝つ
あなたに一度会うために
そして私は祝う詩をしています
私たちの歴史は決して起こりません
しかし、それは祝うのは良いことだ

起こる可能性のあるもの、消えたもの
もう一度あなたを見る錯覚の隣に
もう一度会いましょう

起こる可能性のあるもの、消えたもの
もう一度あなたを見る錯覚の隣に
もう一度会いましょう

 

 

 

 

 

あなたが私のビットをしたい場合
あなたは私を待つべきです
遅いペースで歩く
非常に遅い

少しずつ忘れる
時間とその速度
スローペース、非常に遅く、遅くなる。

敏感で待ちます
あなたに与える時間を与えてください
私が持っているものすべて

あなたが私のビットをしたい場合
私に忍耐力を与えてください。
それは走るよりも良いでしょう
飛行機に乗る

少しずつ忘れる
時間とその速度
遅くペース、遅く行く
ゆっくりとゆっくり

敏感で待ちます
あなたに与える時間を与えてください
私が持っているものすべて

あなたが愛について私に話したら
あなたが私の人生を柔らかくするなら
私は長くはなりません
私の気持ちを知らずに。

敏感で待ちます
あなたに与える時間を与えてください
私が持っているものすべて

orange2-8,1

01:59:54,654 --> -01:59:59,872 The doctor recommends a bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy.
Who doesn't love a surgery with "ooph" in it? Yeah, well, uh the, uh, DOC has set certain limits on invasive It's not gonna happen.
You're not out of options.
We'll stick with the chemo.
"We"? You got cancer in your ovaries, too? I'm your counselor.
I'm here to help you through this.
There is no "through this.
" I'm gonna die.
Hey.
Come on, now.
You could live for years.
- That's a fucking lie.
- Language! Look, I know this is difficult for you.
My cousin had lung cancer.
It didn't look good for him, but he stuck with the chemo and now he's back fixing roofs in Oneonta.
Lucky duck, your cousin.
Me? Dead duck.
You have to try to remain positive.
No one knows the future.
Doctors know the future.
They think I need the surgery.
I wish I could help you.
But it's out of your hands.
It's always out of your hands.
You're all the same useless.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ - Okay? - Mmm-hmm.
Okay.
_ Ahora sí? _ Okay.
_ - Suits, on the floor! - Down! Okay! _ Just stay down.
No dye packs.
Don't want no Smurf money.
_ _ _ _ _ Don't! _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ He got hit? _ We could take him to that vet.
_ Marco.
_ _ _ _ _ Marco? Looking good, Red.
You got a green thumb.
Look at this.
It's not rocket science.
What's that? Oh.
 
I was thinking I could take a little area for my own guys to bust out a little.
What are you planting? Vegetables.
Don't worry, I'll take care of 'em myself.
Come in in the morning, I'll sing 'em a little song Every morning? When it gets warmer, I'll move 'em outside.
Are you sure it's not too early? Because if they grow too big in here, they might not transplant well.
It's just little bitch vegetables like squash.
Broccoli is no pussy.
Don't worry, I know what I'm talking about.
This pot is way too big for this seedling.
You gotta make sure you're getting proper drainage here Don't! That's Jimmy's pot.
It's a bean stalk.
She thought she was going to steal a harp from a giant.
It was a whole just Okay.
If you're worried about the drainage, maybe you could buy me some smaller pots.
Yeah.
They'll probably do just fine.
Leave your seeds.
I'll get your plants going.
Nah.
Truth is, I like doing it myself.
Therapeutic.
See you tomorrow.
Good job.
I have to say, there is something gratifying about this, you know? Washing someone else's clothes, being of service to another human being.
Well, just wait till you come across some of them period-soaked panties or the shit stains on the undies and see how gratified you are.
I get what you're saying, Soso.
Taking something dirty, making it not dirty no more.
And speaking of washing.
You see they got a new kind of deodorant down at commissary? Powder fresh scent.
- Is that right? - Yeah.
Yeah, I may have to go check that out.
Guys, antiperspirant is so bad for you.
You know, it's completely toxic.
Our bodies are meant to breathe free.
Breathe, yeah.
Yeah.
You know, that makes me wish that we had some windows down here so we could air out the place, you know? Yeah, they're trying to say you stink.
I do? We know it's hard to get out of that depression funk thing when you first get here but You reek.
Go take a shower.
All right, Tucky.
Lay off.
Excuse me? Leanne, you lay off.
'Cause the Leanne I knew would've told this dirty hippie to go wash her hairy pits and her parts.
But instead, you're off making new friends now, aren't ya? Hmm.
How's that going? Can't imagine well, because a real friend doesn't have to dance around the subject.
And a real friend just tells it like it is.
Watch and learn.
You smell like a fucking turtle tank.
Go take a fucking shower.
You try washing an 80-year-old woman when she's forgotten to shower for a month.
Strange things grow in the folds.
We hid Jimmy's condition for years.
Spent half our days tracking her down when she wandered, trying to get her back in time for count, watching her get worse every day.
How is she gonna eat? How is she gonna take care of herself? She'll end up on the street and then My guess, dead in a week.
Oh Don't get us wrong, it's disgusting what they done, and she is, was, a lovely woman.
So compassionate release is really just a dump and run? More like dump and sidle away like the sneaky, shitty spiders they are.
I know this guy, a reporter.
 
He might be able to help.
"Demented Granny Set Free," ain't a sexy headline and it ain't news.
No one gives a shit about old ladies.
We remind everyone that they're gonna die.
I don't feel that way.
I find it comforting to be around old people.
Glad we could be of service.
My grandmother is dying.
Sorry to hear that.
She taught me how to knit.
I made a blanket for my stuffed monkey.
It took me six months.
And then my mother sold it at a yard sale for a quarter.
Your mum sounds like a twat.
She can be.
But not my grandmother, no.
When Granddad died, she taught herself how to invest in the stock market and got really, really good at it.
She bought herself a house in Wellfleet and she started kayaking.
She always used to say to me, "Go out and eat the world, Piper.
"Don't you get stuck at home with some man.
" I may have taken that last part too literally.
Chapman.
Let me guess, "Dear Miss Chapman, no one gets furlough.
"Not you, not anyone, but especially not you.
"Love, the DOC.
" Am I warm? - Got your furlough.
- Funny.
Hey, watch the sarcasm.
I made a few phone calls, moved the process along.
You get to go and say goodbye to your nana.
Oh, my God! Oh, my God! Are you Are you serious? Don't ask questions, Chapman.
Just say, "Thank you.
" Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you, Mr.
Healy.
Thank you.
Okay.
You're welcome.
You're welcome, Chapman.
You're welcome.
Did Did he say furlough? You're deaf as a post, honey.
No one gets a furlough.
Good morning.
Morning.
How are you? Good morning, sunshine.
What's this? It's a hot chocolate.
A little sweet, for my - You.
- Thanks, Joel.
Ooh.
Was it too hot? Is there Schnapps in this? Yeah.
- That one's mine.
- Ugh! What's wrong with you? Babe, it's for flavor.
Don't call me babe.
You can't call me babe if you can't return my texts.
How many times do I have to tell you, I don't text.
All right, if you wanna talk to me, call.
Or drive over to my house.
 
You know, but after midnight, when my roommate's sleeping.
Caputo! Look at this.
Do you see this? Do you fucking see this? Your shoe? I see your shoe.
It's a nice shoe.
- Nice? - High.
These are fucking Louboutins with gum on the sole.
I stepped in gum, not two feet into the building.
Where are the prisoners getting gum? Gum is contraband, Caputo.
How the hell is it getting in, chewed, dropped and stuck to the bottom of my very expensive shoe? - I don't know.
- And that's what concerns me.
I'm enforcing your shot quota.
I'm doing everything I can.
Well, do better.
Take control.
You, do you work here? - Yes, ma'am.
- Don't call me "ma'am.
" I'm not an old lady you're bagging groceries for.
You are a correctional officer.
Your job is to enforce the rules.
- Do you know what the rules are? - Yes.
Because, right now, looking in an arbitrary direction, I see large earrings, I see unapproved makeup.
Am I the only one who sees this? Do I have super vision? Am I like the boy in The Sixth Sense who sees infractions no one else sees? Am I in a fucking M.
Night Shalamalama movie, or is that inmate wearing green eye shadow? I think it's pronounced Shyamalan.
I, uh, better get back to work.
Miss Figueroa, everyone wears makeup.
Oh, good, I'm not crazy.
So are you gonna do something about it, or are you just here for decoration? Inmate, hold up.
That was totally unnecessary.
Oh, did I make her sad puppy dog eyes look even sadder? Look, I know you have some kind of pathetic Love Is cartoon crush on her, but this isn't high school.
Do your job, or I will find someone who will.
And make this one take a shower.
So fucking tired all the time, I fall asleep everywhere.
It's like I'm a necrophiliac.
You guys come up with a plan yet, or what? Last idea was to pretend I'm fat, have it in the broom closet, and then sneak it out in his leg.
But I'm pretty sure he was kidding.
But he could be onto something though, you know? People around here seem to have all sorts of ways of gettin' shit in, so maybe you could figure out the reverse.
Top's extra for my kitchen, bottom's some perks for my girls.
Don't want any drama.
No drama, just business.
Hey, lady, are you taking her blood or giving her a tattoo? I'm doing my best.
Yeah, well, your best sucks.
Maybe you'll start vomiting soon so you can't talk so much, yes? Go stick your head in a bucket.
Thank you for defending my veins, bucket boy.
Yeah, well, she's a useless bitch.
She's a drunk.
What are you talking about? Watch, she'll drop off the blood at the window, circle back to the cabinet where they keep their purses and then she'll turn her back and she'll take a slug of something.
 
Then close it up and pop a piece of gum into her mouth.
She's like clockwork, every 20 minutes or so.
Shit! You've been casing the joint.
We got time here.
You're not that interesting.
Okay, okay.
So if you were gonna pull off a heist, like, in this room, right now, how would you do it? One last heist before I go? This isn't the movies, kid.
No, come on, humor me.
I have cancer.
Who's the mark, smartass? Drunky bitch.
Yeah, let's steal her wallet.
Okay, fine.
I'll play.
We're lucky today.
I got CO Ford.
He actually gets off his ass to check the driver once an hour.
Takes five minutes.
Then he takes a bathroom break.
So two minutes.
Good.
Then he takes a coffee, that's another four, tops.
And the receptionist is a smoker.
She takes a break every three hours, on the dot.
So how do I know which purse is Drunky's? Feel for the one with the flask.
Smokey's last break was one-hour-fifteen ago.
So what, do we just We just wait? We wait.
It'd be faster if you go down Steinway.
Except there's construction.
Andy, you gotta find a way around it, okay? No problem.
Will you two stop? Hey, this is work.
Work now, ass-play later.
I got it.
Okay, listen.
We're looking at three tellers and one guard.
I'll cover the guard.
Don, you do the cash.
Okay? And we gotta do this before noon, because it's Friday and they add extra people in after lunch.
Can you handle the guard? This fucking guy.
Could I handle the guard in Bayside? The two in First National? Wasn't me who freaked out at Commerce Bank, was it, Don? Okay.
We ready to roll? I'm off.
Hold up.
One more thing.
_ Oh, you gotta do this every time? It's good luck.
 
Pull over.
Pull over here.
There's the car.
Andy, what are you doing? We gotta do the switch! Let's go.
I need a minute.
Papi, we don't got minutes.
Come on, there's no time to rest.
Rosa! I think he's having a heart attack.
Let's go.
_ Please, don't do this, Papi.
Please, okay? We gotta see Niagara Falls, okay? We got tickets to Cats.
Please, Papi.
Please.
Oh, my God! This can't be happening again.
Not again.
_ Hello, you've reached Carol Chapman.
Please leave your name, number, and an ever so brief message and I'll Oh, my God, where are they? One call per inmate.
There's a line.
That wasn't even a call.
You hung up.
Get back in line.
I need to make arrangements for my furlough.
Fine.
Sure, it's dry for a Veltliner.
Grüner Veltliner is a sweet wine.
I told you he doesn't like sweet whites.
That's why you didn't get the contract.
Meanwhile, she's dictating a novel.
You, Chapman that lip gloss? No, no, no, no.
These are just my lips.
What about the eyelashes? - I was born with them.
- Fine.
He wouldn't have let me down.
Shit.
It's supposed to light on fire.
It's the dumbest fucking thing I've ever seen.
Hey, am I wrong to assume that you and Fischer have been riding the hobby horse? I don't kiss and tell, but, uh I fucked her.
No, you didn't.
- I grabbed her boobs.
- No, you didn't.
- No, I did! - Really? Hmm.
It's farther than I got.
- Jealous? - Nah.
Not at all.
Now I know she has horrible taste.
- See? - Whoa! Mmm-hmm.
Told you.
How does that even work? Come on, you're head of electrical.
Yeah, I know, but how's that work? Luschek! Inmate! There better be a dozen batteries there.
Count 'em again.
 
Uh.
One, two, three Fuck, man, what comes after three? I forgot.
You haven't been smoking out here, have you? Why do you assume I'm a smoker? 'Cause you grew up in Oswego.
Well, I quit.
More money for whiskey.
I smell smoke.
Is that mascara? Why do you have mascara? 'Cause they sell it at commissary.
- Keep your people in line.
- All right.
Now, what are those tits like? That article keeps on cutting off my comic.
Now they got no feet! Oh, she's wearing heels! Now I get who the pig is.
You should have her holding money bags, too.
"Dear Flaca, "my bunkie's lifting my shit.
How should I handle the situation?" You can't say, "shit.
" Well, can I say, "bitch"? 'Cause here's what Flaca say, "Try to reason with the bitch to lay off the sticky fingers, "but if she doesn't listen, "you know, drag her to a place where no one can see, "and bash her head real good.
" Jesus saw that.
You can't write any of that.
You know the administration needs to approve all of this.
Why don't you tell her to go buy a sturdy lock at the commissary? That's what I'm saying.
Buy a lock, stick it in a sock and slock the bitch down.
No.
We have to finish this up.
This has to be done by tomorrow.
I thought we had till Tuesday? Mmm-mmm.
I won't be here Tuesday.
Oh, what, you takin' a personal day? No, I got furlough.
- For real? - No Wait, no fucking way.
Yeah.
My grandmother's sick.
I applied and it went through.
I applied, too! I even had people call the warden.
That shit never works! I know.
I had almost completely given up.
Now Now I get to go, say goodbye.
Tell her how much I love her.
Yo, get that shit out of the way in, like, in five minutes.
You know, say what you gotta say, like, super quick.
Then be like, "Peace, abuelita! "I'll be in the club with my Long Island and my fatty, making it clap!" No way that white ass is gonna clap.
Hey, hey, hey.
Girls are gonna be pissed at you.
- I kinda wanna punch you right now.
- Me, too.
You better watch your back.
- You got furlough, Chapman? - I did.
I've been in the Catholic Church a lot of years and this is my first honest-to-goodness miracle.
Use it well.
I will.
I'm gonna go and be with my grandmother and ask her all the questions I never got to ask.
What is that? Smoothie.
Kale and dates and, uh, almond milk.
- You smoke? - No, but I chew tobacco sometimes.
Chewing tobacco defeats the purpose of drinking kale, doesn't it? Well, I like to think that they cancel each other out, maybe.
Um, can I help you with something? Or Contraband.
I feel like I'm playing whack-a-mole here.
I beat it down in one place and it pops up in another.
- Yeah.
- You need to tell me if you see anything.
- Yeah, of course.
Yeah.
- Yeah? Don't you dare try to protect anyone.
I know it's hard.
I know you make friends in this place.
- No, I, I don't I don't - You do.
It happens.
Sometimes you don't even realize it's happening, and, all of a sudden, you find yourself trusting somebody.
You're asking somebody advice That person is not your friend.
That person What? Fuck.
The fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Oh, hey, look at me, I'm still here.
I'm just doing my job, Morello.
Fischer never came to visit when she had Rosa.
You know what she'd do? She'd bring me a Heath bar and a cold Dr.
Pepper at the end of the day.
Isn't that thoughtful? Ah! Maybe you could do that when you come to check on me.
- I'll see you in an hour, Morello.
- Okay, fine, fine.
Maybe you could just bring me an empty bottle that I could pee into.
I can't leave the van, right? Oh, you can get out and take a squat in the back and then get back in.
Okay, great.
Thank you.
Thank you so much.
Uh, well, I'm going off to the bathroom.
_ Nurse? Nurse? Can you come over here, please? Is everything okay? I think my port is leaking.
Uh No, looks fine to me.
Oh, what a beautiful ring! Oh! What is that? Two carats? It is.
What, were you a jewel thief? Nah, that was never my main gig, but I like the bling.
- Six grand? - Warm.
- Seven? Eight? - Eight and a half.
My fiancé is a regional manager for Foodtown.
- He had to save up for - Good for him.
I'm a little thirsty.
Can I have some water, please? Oh.
Yeah, sure.
It was a false alarm.
The fuck, kid? I never thought I'd get so excited over $63.
- $20? - That's your cut.
- I did all the work! - I was the brains of the operation.
Yusef Miremadi.
She was the brains.
Your mom is here.
The doctor needs to speak with you.
Mama's boy.
Uh I will be back.
Okay, but this is not enough.
It's never enough.
Fifty grand! We're not home yet.
Cool it.
Oh, so serious.
Come on, we kissed before.
It's time for the after kiss.
You know I won't do that.
 
No.
It's bad luck.
Cut it out.
We gotta drive more! Pull over right here.
You're all hot from the job? Fine.
What are you doing? I don't wanna fuck now.
I wanna rob that bank.
- We just did one.
- Let's do one more! We don't know nothing about that bank.
Okay? We don't know who's working, where the alarms are.
All right? This is crazy.
I'm not doing it.
Well, I don't need you.
Yes, you do need me, Rosa.
What are you doing? Look at you thinking you're all hot shit 'cause you got furlough.
I ought to give you a skullet.
What's a skullet? A mullet with the top shaved.
Ugh! Well, you might as well.
My family is expecting a hardened felon.
It would be nice to meet their expectations for once.
You got 48 hours in the free world, kid.
You got big plans? Be with my family watch my grandmother fade away.
Oh, come on.
That can't be it.
You gonna stay with your husband? No Well, he's not my husband.
And I don't even know if we're friends anymore.
I mean, when I think of my home, I think of where we lived together, but I don't live there anymore.
I don't even know if my stuff is still there.
I don't even know if my lotions are on the sink, or if he took them all and he put them in a bag and they're all just leaking all over each other.
Or if he just left them there.
God forbid he should change, or do, or notice anything.
Things are a little complicated between us right now.
So, how'd you do it, Chapman? Did you give Healy a little reach-around? God, no, no.
No! No, I think that they might've finally taken pity on me.
I mean, I'm about to lose somebody that I love.
Maybe, maybe, this prison has a heart after all.
Bullshit! I applied twice.
When my husband had open heart surgery and for the birth of my first grandchild.
They told me to go fuck myself.
Never held the baby.
And I love me some baby holding.
I applied, too.
Nothing.
What for? My father had a lung transplant that didn't take.
We hadn't spoken since I transitioned.
He was a real hard-ass.
But in the end, he started asking for me.
He even used my new name, Sophia.
People get soft, you know, when they dying.
If I could've seen him, I don't know may have felt like closure.
But we don't get a lot of that in this life now, do we? Add it to my list of regrets.
But grandmothers, they important, too.
What are you doing? What are you looking for? Use your words.
Where is it? What? The cilantro, the squash? Are you gonna smash every pot? You bet your ass.
This is the last time, Red, you pull one over on me.
All right.
Let me help you.
What? Isn't this what we're doing now? Isn't this what we're doing? Here, this is the last one.
You wanna do the honors? No? Okay, then.
That's that.
I hope it was therapeutic for you.
I don't mind being criticized, it's not that, I just think that if she's so set on enforcing the rules, then maybe she shouldn't undermine my authority in front of the inmates.
Some of us control with muscle, some of us control with charm.
You know, you and me, we're charm.
Something funny? This whole shot quota's a bad idea.
It's making things harder for everyone.
And all the friggin' paperwork.
I don't mind the paperwork.
Gives me a chance to get off my feet.
But what if you're tied up doing paperwork and a fight breaks out and it turns into a prison riot? And you could've stopped it, but you didn't, because you were in your office doing paperwork? You ever have those dreams where you save everybody? Sometimes.
One time, I received the Congressional Medal of Honor.
 
Nice.
What? You got something to say, out with it.
We don't think the shot quota's reasonable.
It doesn't improve conditions.
It creates mistrust between the inmates and the staff.
You'd like them to trust you more? Well, I'd like them to think that when they're disciplined, it's justified.
I mean, otherwise, why follow the rules at all? And the same goes for us.
I don't think it's fair that I was yelled at.
In order for me to run this facility, I need all of you to comply with my directives whether you find them "reasonable" or not.
The rules come from the top down.
Yeah, but there are rules that we don't even enforce consistently.
And then we get blamed Fischer! This is not the appropriate time or place to air your complaint.
Well, Mr.
Caputo, I'm sorry, but I have to speak my mind.
You can't just punish someone arbitrarily to make an example of them You're fired.
What? I tried to warn you.
You'll be paid through the end of the month.
Does anyone else have the burning desire to speak their mind? Good.
Oh, Blanca, Blanca, I got that.
I got that.
Dámelo.
Go clean the mixer.
_ Please.

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That girl's as useless as balls on a dildo since she came back from seg.
And she was there, what? Three minutes? Can I help you? Brought you a gift.
I don't need no more stale-ass tobacco.
This is to make up for that.
This is fresh, I promise.
Put some peppermint in it, turned it into a menthol.
CO catches you back here, you gonna get a shot.
So, uh, you and, uh you and Red on friendly terms now? Doesn't concern you.
Damn, that woman knows how to run a game on people.
I could tell you some stories.
Hey, have you ever heard of the fable of the scorpion and the frog? What, I'm the fucking frog? You two in cahoots.
I know she's doing business.
Let me guess.
You've got a vendor connection and she's handling your sales.
I'm just here to cook.
Whatever Red's got going, got nothing to do with me.
You want a partner? I promise I'm a much better bet, because all Red wants is to get her kitchen back.
You listen to me.
Whatever you think you know, you don't.
I'm keeping my hands clean, my shit polished.
I got no connections with vendors or illegal swag coming through.
And I don't trust any of you crazy bitches.
You're both fucking scorpions.
Shit.
Shit, shit, shit.
Fuck.
Hey, listen, in the grand scheme of things, I mean, what's a cigarette, really? You know, it's a plant and some paper.
When you think about all the horrible things I could be doing.
Smoke all you want.
I don't care anymore.
I got fired.
Oh.
Hey, good for you.
You don't get it.
What am I gonna do now? I'm not good at stuff.
Well, for sure, you weren't great at this.
But that reflects highly on you, trust me.
I had medical and dental.
I was paying off my Kia.
You're a decent human being, you know.
Getting canned from this soul-sucking pit is the best thing that ever happened to you.
Go home, take a hot bath, and start looking into technical colleges.
Or cosmetology.
Learn to wax armpits and vag lips.
There's a million things out there for you.
- Can I ask you a question? - Yeah, shoot.
Like, a while back, were you hitting on me? We don't dream, we die, right? So, how'd I do? I thought about it.
Seriously? Not in a thousand years.
But thank you.
Susan, pack your shit and get the fuck out of here.
Are you gonna be okay? It is what it is.
Babe, you got fired? Lame.
Let me go see him.
We need to get back.
It's all part of my escape plan.
He's going to distract you with his tears.
Just give me a second.
It's the fucking curse.
I pull you in.
I don't kiss you, but still, we did a job.
What are you talking about? I told you, all the men in my life die.
I'm not a man in your life.
Okay? You said so yourself, I'm a little shitpot.
You're too fucking young to die.
So I'm not gonna die.
I'm done with chemo.
I'm in remission.
Listen, Rosa, it's been a lot of fun hanging out.
It's been a trip.
Congratulations.
Enjoy prison.
Enjoy your life, shitpot.
So, what should I say? You was right, I was wrong? Should've stuck with the band.
I'm clearly not a solo artist.
But at least you're still alive.
The curse never got you.
Well, I never did the after kiss.
Maybe that's what saved me.
Why did I do that? You didn't wanna fuck me.
Oh, but I did.
Just on a bigger bed of money.
Greedy me.
I miss the smell, Donny.
I love the smell of cash, man.
The excitement, the performance, the rush.
What am I gonna do in here for kicks? Mmm? You know, Chapman been getting special treatment since the minute she got here.
Figures she'd be the first to get furlough.
Man, I fucking blew it.
I had a solid two weeks out of this joint, and I wasted half that time looking for your sorry ass.
 
Fuck that.
You done found time to violate your probation, land your wide butt back up in here.
Bitch, at least you seen daylight outside this fence.
Man, I tried for six months to get furlough.
Clearly a dead black mom ain't no competition for a sick, old white granny.
You and your man aren't even together no more.
What a waste.
If I got out, me and Cesar would be fucking all damn day.
Diablo and I would go all day and all night.
Sick abuela.
The fuck you came up with that one? Christ, Chapman, everybody hates your fucking guts.
Yeah, what else is new? "Jealousy is as fierce as the grave," Song of Solomon.
Toni Morrison? The Bible, sweetie.
Man, people's parents fucking go.
Got sick people in here who can't get proper treatment.
Chapman ain't got no strife in her life, but bitch gets the red carpet laid out for her.
The new Jim Crow.
Bitch probably got down on her knees.
Took a mouthful of that pink Healy dick.
Yes, I am white! We have established that.
And I got furlough, too.
I guess white privilege wins again.
And as a speaker for the entire white race, I would like to say I am sorry that you guys got the raw deal, but I love my fucking grandmother.
And, yeah yeah, she may be a whitey, too but she's a fucking person and she's sick and she needs me! So shut the fuck up! It's not my problem.
You and Vee got beef, don't drag me into your shit.
I thought Puerto Ricans hated black people.
We don't like Russians neither.
- She's a bully.
- You're both fucking bullies and I don't trust neither one of you.
Now I said that I will help you and I did.
But I am not gonna get caught up in the middle of some whitey versus blackie war.
Y'all got history, I want nothing to do with that.
I'll get it out as soon as I can.
You've got tres días.
That's "three days" in English.
Sí, señora.
In the meantime, is that really the best that you can do? What? I saved your ass, bitch.
Here's your shit, all safe and sound.
You want Caputo playing hot and cold in your greenhouse? 'Cause we can go right back to your little planter system right now.
Okay, okay.
I appreciate the gesture.
Give me a little time for things to cool down.
I've got your order coming.
Deal's still on.
We're good, you and me, huh? We're good.
Mr.
Healy, I can't take my furlough.
I wanna give it back.
There are people here who are way more needy.
There are people here whose parents are sick.
- Children - For Christ's sake, what is with you? Look, I don't even understand why you did this for me.
You hate me! Nobody gets this! Chapman, I spent my morning telling an old lady that she has terminal cancer and that the DOC won't cover her surgery.
And she said I was useless.
And you know what? She was right.
When I started this job, I was very idealistic.
I was gonna make a difference.
But I'm a paper pusher.
I fill out forms.
Most of what I do is, I keep you safe and clean.
And occasionally, once in a blue moon, I get an opportunity to give one of those forms an extra nudge.
- Most people would be grateful.
- I was.
I am! Until it turned me into a target! There's no taking back furlough.
When your ride is ready, you be in that car on your way to see your sick grandmother.
And girls will talk and they'll get jealous, and, yes, it's possible they may even try to slock you in your sleep, but ignore them.
Chapman, people die, and you don't get that moment back.
So you go and see her and you tell her how much you love her and you tell her how sorry you are for letting her down.
You clear your conscience.
This is about saying goodbye.
I'm giving you that.
Take it.
Okay, I will.
That wasn't bad.
Your counseling.
You did a good job.
Morning.
I brought you some plants.
They're in smaller pots, you see? You're gonna grow 'em in here? No, these are for you.
Uh, I'm not gonna grow in here.
I don't have the time.
I'll find some other way to relax.
Make sure Red gets those, okay? If you had one day on the outside, how would you spend it? Oh go to my market, taste the pirozhkis, make sure Dimitri hasn't let it all go to shit.
The what? The piroso Pirosis? Pirozhkis.
Stuffed buns, like a meat pie.
I was famous for them.
On Sunday there'd be a line out the door.
It was my favorite day.
I'd imagine the families laughing, talking, fighting, all while enjoying my pirozhkis.
It's in Queens, a quick ride on the N train.
Will you go? To your place? I wouldn't ask if I wasn't worried.
I need someone to check it out, order a sandwich, take a look let me know how it's running.
Can't you ask your sons? I don't think they're being honest with me.
I know you have family business.
I wouldn't ask if it wasn't important.
I'm not sure if I need to be at the hospital.
Of course.
I don't know if I'll have time.
I'll go if I can.
Only if you have time.
How do you say that? Pirosees? - Pirozhkis.
- Pirozhkis.
The best.
Hell, what's with the back up? Latin girls have a lot of hair.
This is not right.
You cannot force me to shower.
I'm not hurting anybody.
My nose would disagree, and four complaints have been filed.
It's in the rules.
You shower regularly.
Who determines what's regular? Christ.
Let's go to C block.
No, I refuse.
I am demonstrating passive resistance.
We are demonstrating aggressive aggression.
Let's go, Pocahontas.
- Off with it, Soso.
- No! You better wash fast, bitch.
Because a shit storm coming up out of there any second now.
Hey, hey, hey, Kojak.
How'd it go yesterday? Did you see your little friend? He's in remission.
Oh! That's wonderful, right? Wonderful for him.
 
Come on.
Soon you'll be gettin' your clean bill of health.
No, soon I'm gonna be dead.
I always pictured myself going out in a blaze of glory.
Hail of gunfire, screech of tires.
But this kind of death this slow, invisible disappearing into nothing It's terrifying.
I'm gonna go back to sleep now.
The chemo, it wipes me out.
Yeah.
You do that.
Hello? Mom! God, I've been trying to get in touch with you guys for the past day.
My furlough went through! Piper? So, I need Daddy's license plate number or Cal's.
Who's coming? And, uh, a change of clothes.
- Piper? - A change of clothes.
Um, tell Larry the blue sweater.
I think it's at Polly's.
Grandmother's gone.
She passed last night.
But I'm getting out.
Honey? I missed it.
I missed it.
You were there in spirit.
Piper? Yes, Joe? I terminated Fischer yesterday.
She needs to get paid through the end of the month.
That must've been hard for you.
Please don't start.
We're already understaffed.
She had value.
I suppose you must've thought so.
We're not gonna get stuck with a sexual harassment suit, are we? Good.
As for the staffing issue, I understand it's hard to find quality people.
It takes a certain kind of je ne sais quoi to be effective in this environment.
"Je ne sais quoi" doesn't always work for 18 an hour.
I hire the best people I can find.
I know, and you're overwhelmed.
But we need some more muscle in here.
I'm gonna help you out.
I'll do my own hiring.
Thank you.
It's already been taken care of.
he bought herself a house in Wellfleet and she started kayaking.
She always used to say to me, "Go out and eat the world, Piper.
"Don't you get stuck at home with some man.
" I may have taken that last part too literally.
Chapman.
Let me guess, "Dear Miss Chapman, no one gets furlough.
"Not you, not anyone, but especially not you.
"Love, the DOC.

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he bought herself a house in Wellfleet and she started kayaking.
She always used to say to me, "Go out and eat the world, Piper.
"Don't you get stuck at home with some man.
" I may have taken that last part too literally.
Chapman.
Let me guess, "Dear Miss Chapman, no one gets furlough.
"Not you, not anyone, but especially not you.
"Love, the DOC.

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スピーチ会8月4日

東京医科大学女子学生減点問題がニュースになって以来Twitterでそんなことばかり調べていた。ただの女性問題ではない。日本の医療の労働問題でそれが崩壊寸前ということから探れば探るほどわかり、マスコミが伝えない真の問題点他の人誰かにも伝えたいと思った。

それでスピーチ会のテーマもこの問題にしたが5分間でとてもまとめられない。日本の医療を語るのに海外との比較は欠かせない。日本にはその海外の予約3日待ちヶ月待ちの医療状態のことが全く紹介されてないからそこから説明しなければ日本の医者の置かれている過酷な状況が伝わらないと思った。

でそのまとめを考えるのに朝9時から夕方4時までつぶしてしまった。時間がとてももったいないと思ったけど自分の意見をはっきりさせて人にアウトプットする経験はこれからの私にとても必要なものだと思った。

実際に喋り始めたらやっぱりグダグダでとても5分では済まなかった。スウェーデンになぜ寝たきり老人がいないのかまで話したところでさすがにおにぎりさんに止められた。 

Feedbackでもっと要点を削った方が良いと皆に指摘された。それはそうだけれど問題の背景を説明するのに削れない要点ばっかりだったと話したら、それでもこれは5分間のプレゼンなんだから5分間で聞く人にわかるように要点をしない絞らなければ伝わらないと言われて全くその通りだと思った。

 

某大学女子学生減点問題

 

東京医大の件、公正性・透明性の点でまずすぎるのは当然として、それとは独立に、これを機にその背景にある問題を社会として解決するための議論をぜひ。それは日本には極端な継続的長時間労働が事実上必須とされる職種が存在すること。これを解決しない限りその業種では(健全な)女性進出は困難かと。

 

医師一人当たりの年間外来患者診察数はOECD平均2400人,北欧諸国のスウェーデンは903人であるのに対し,日本は8421人と突出しています.逆に言えば,それだけ国民は身近に医療を利用でき,かつ医師の総数が足りていないということではないでしょうか.

 

フリーアクセスの恩恵をめちゃくちゃ享受してますよね日本人は

 

すぐこういうの例にして色々言うけど、この国は消費税25%、風邪を引いても診察まで3日待ちが現状ですよ。日本は時間外でも診てくれるのが当たり前、待たせて患者さんに怒られる嫌な顔される。それでも医師達は耐えてますけどね

 

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東医のニュースをみて。 スウェーデンは医療系は女子が多く、特に歯学部は女子が8:2くらいで多い。子育てしやすいといわれてるスウェーデン。問題なく出産2,3回できるけど、長期間職場からいなくなるし戻ってきても70%とかで働くから本当に慢性的に人手不足…

 

一回受診当たりの総医療費が日本では7000円ですが,アメリカでは6万2000円,スウェーデンでは8万9000円と高いので,病院を受診する患者が少ないのです日本の患者さんは世界一安い医療を平等に受けています.しかし医師や看護師などの医療従事者は薄利多売方式の医療に疲れ切っています

 

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東京医科大学女性差別問題、学生や女医の権利のために意見を言っていていいなと思うと「夜勤」って書いてある。そこ、違うんだ。過去に医療部の新聞記者さんでも、夜勤と当直の違いをわかってなかった。医師の過重労働と労働環境が劣悪なことが問題なのでぜひ知ってほしい。

 

酷いと思うでしょ。医師の当直には労働基準法は適応されないし、働き方改革も患者さんのためになじまないんですって。超過勤務の上限を設けないって、日本医師会が言ったので医者クラスタが沸いたのはついこないだ。

 

過労死ラインを超えて働かせる医療現場の現状維持のために、それに耐えうる人材、つまり男の医者しか取りませんという状態。女性医師、男性医師にとって良くないし、さらに患者さんのためにも良くない。

 

絶対叩かれるけど、私は男性優遇は仕方ないと思う…。 今の働き方で女性が過半数になれば医療は崩壊する。 ママDrは17時帰り、男性医師がその分働いて埋めていて、それが当然の雰囲気になってしまっている。 結婚出産しても男性医師と同じ量働くという女医の決意が育たなければ…無理もないかなと…。

 

様々な意見いただいて勉強になります。 医師増員は非常に同意ですが、医者1人作るのってお金がかかります。 私立の授業料で想像できると思いますが、それを国立だと国も負担してくれているわけです。 それは税金ですよね? 了承の上で改革のために増員考えてくださっているなら願っても無いです。

 

現在UKの医師は半分以上が女性。ブレア時代に医学部の定員を増やしたら女子学生が急増し医学生の6割弱が女子である状態が続いている。同国史上初の女性医師は軍医として56年間男性のふりをしていた。ミランダ・バリー、1765年生まれ、エディンバラの医学部出身、身長150cm程 

 

これ、逆に言えばイギリスでは女医さんが結婚や出産しても仕事が続けられる程度の勤務形態ということですよね。東医の問題、根本的には、男性医師が家庭を顧みず残業しないと回らない、ということ自体を改善しないといけないんでしょうね、本当は。

 

東京医大女性差別で思い出したけど、日本の労働環境は何だかんだ言って女性に優しいんだよ。アメリカだと育児休暇なんてなくて無給で6週間から3ヶ月程度休むだけで、その後は男と同じレベルで働く。キャリアトラックの途中でパートタイムでしか働けないなら容赦なく他の人に取って代わられる。

 

なぜ女性が多いか背景を説明しないとミスリーディング。社会主義の遺物NHSのせいでしょ。優秀な医者はプライベートに流れる。カネをもってる人間だけがプライベートで早くに見てもらえる。庶民は「女性に優しい医療現場」で癌でも手術が何ヶ月待ちで待ってる間に死んじゃう。

 

この入試の問題はそのうちスーッと議論がおさまるよ。今は入試のあり方が焦点だけど、そのうち医師の労働環境の問題なんだって気付いて、「あ、これは触ってはいけない。自分や家族の命に関わる」って気付いた人から退場。東京医大だけ燃えておしまい。

 

医療現場で男手が求められる問題、女性差別問題だと理解されてる方が多いようだけど、調べれば調べるほど「安月給の超絶激務でも男なら逃げ出さない」という男性差別問題にしか思えなくなってきた……。

 

女性医師が多いことはすばらしいと思いますが、医療制度全般を俯瞰しなくてはいけないと思います。例えばフィンランドの公立病院において、最速で予約は平均数カ月先という、医療へのアクセスの悪さが指摘されている()医師が患者より優先なのかも。

 

フィンランドの女性医師の割合は57%とOECDの調査で世界で3番目に高いんだ。この前日本の内閣府がコラムでフィンランドの医療制度と働き方を書いたよ 他にも柔軟な働き方が認められたり、医師以外でもできることは他に任せるなど工夫してワークライフバランスを大切にしてる

 

東京医大は卒業者が多く附属病院に就職するからそちらの「意向」を入れて女性を絞ったらしいけど、それって要するに「産業界のニーズに合わせろ」をそのまま大学に要求するとどうなるかの1つの帰結だよね。大学への批判は当然だが就職先の側の問題を放置して大学「だけ」批判しても問題は解決しない。

 

女性医師が多いことはすばらしいと思いますが、医療制度全般を俯瞰しなくてはいけないと思います。例えばフィンランドの公立病院において、最速で予約は平均数カ月先という、医療へのアクセスの悪さが指摘されている()医師が患者より優先なのかも。

 

スウェーデンの医療?インフルエンザごときでは診てもらえないし、骨折も何もしてくれない(子供の場合と複雑骨折なら違うかも)。娘の小児科予約は緊急性を伴わないという判断なのか1ヶ月以上待った。うちの場合、平日10~11時にドロップインの時間があって、約1時間待てば、総合診療医には診てもらえる

 

で、その代わりか、市販薬は割と安価。あと具合悪かったらすぐ仕事を休める。フリーランスでも申請すれば病気の間は国から賃金の8割が支給。私は7日以上病気で医者の診察受けた場合。条件は各自で設定出来るので人によって違うはず。

 

この話に関しては「男女学生のどっちが出来がいいか」とかピンボケした話で盛り上がってた印象だけど、要するに「自分の家庭や健康を犠牲にして馬車馬のように働く、通称『ソルジャー』になるのは圧倒的に男性が多い」って話だと思うのですよね。そういう医師の自己犠牲で成り立ってる現場が多いのです

 

そして女性医師が働きやすい職場をと、女性医師はいつ抜けても良い、当直もそんなにいれない。となると当然男性医師に皺寄せが。それじゃ医師を増やせばってのもそうすると経営が・・・せちがらい

 

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「ラスボス」のいない世界――男性医師優遇問題を考える

 

 


均衡を破る覚悟はあるのか?

 たしかにこれはまぎれもなく「男女差別」であり、本来的には公正であるべき入学試験を歪めた不公正な手続きであることは論をまたないだろう。

 しかしなぜこのような不公正が(今回だけでなく過去も、そしておそらくほかの医学部でも少なからずそうだろうが)行われてきたのだろうか。たんに「男性(医師)が、特権的な立場である『医師』という立場を女性に明け渡したくなかったから」としてしまえる話なのだろうか。そのことをよく考える必要がある。

 いまの安価で高品質な医療は、医師をはじめとする医療従事者のブラック労働をいとわない献身によって支えられている部分が大いに存在する。「女性が働きやすい環境にするべき」という理屈はもっともだし、「女性医師を公正にもっと増やすべき」という見方もわかるが、そうしたときに恐らくいまのような水準の医療は受けられなくなることは覚悟しなければならない。

 「ママドクターが9~17時で帰り、その分を男性医師(とその妻)が支え、救急外来や各種外科といった不規則かつ高負荷な科はもっぱら男性医師が担当する。そのため男性医師の力が病院には不可欠になり、男性医師の受容が高まるがゆえに男性優遇が発生する」という均衡が生じてしまっている。この均衡を破るということは、この均衡があるからこそ生じていたベネフィットをも一部「あきらめる」ということが必要になる。

 医師不足を解消してこの問題を補うというのであれば、税金や医療費負担の増加はまぬかれ得ないし、一方で医療のレベルは下がるだろう。男性医師も女性医師のように9~17時で帰ってもよいとするのであれば、患者がいまよりずっと助からなくなることにも同意しなければならない。

 医療費の高騰のかわりに、医師の待遇(ひいては診療報酬そのもの)を引きさげるという方法もありえるだろう。だが、いま医師がこんなめちゃくちゃな労働環境に耐えているのは「高い賃金と社会的に尊敬される地位が約束されているから」という側面が(すべてではないにしても)あることを過小評価しているだろう。報酬も名誉もなければ、いまほど優秀な人材が集まることもなくなるのは想像に難くない。

 すでに「割に合わないスレスレのライン」で十分にブラックな環境で仕事をして、ようやくいまの品質を保てているのだ。男性医師を不当に供給してまで保とうとしたクオリティをは、いまの均衡を破ることでかならず変化する。そのときよもや「医療崩壊だ」「やぶ医者が増えた」などとバッシングすることは絶対にしないと願いたいところだが。

 なにも「男性優遇を維持すべき」といっているわけではない。必要に迫られたからといって公正さを失うことは許されないとするのであれば(その主張自体はもっともではある)、必然的にこれまでのバランスを再構築することが不可欠であるという話だ。たとえ再構築されたものが、かつてよりも質の面で劣っていたとしても「より公正であること」を優先するのであれば、われわれはそれらを甘んじて受けいれなければならない。
 

わかりやすいラスボスなんていない

 われわれの社会は複雑系である。一見すると一方が他方を搾取しているような「善悪二元論」的な構造に見えるかもしれない。今回の件でいえば、「女性を不当に搾取する男性優位社会」のような見解がそれにあたる。しかし、世界のほとんどはそのような単純な関係をなしているわけではない。

 多くのものごとは受益者と負担者が混在した状態を形成して、それらが均衡する形でシステムはできあがっている。報道で明るみになったように、東京医科大学が不当な点数操作に手を染めたのは、系列病院で慢性的だった女性医師の離職率の高さ(とそれを背景にした現場の疲弊・ブラック化)に対応するためだったという側面がないわけではない。それは東京医科大学だけでなく、医師という職業全体にあてはまる傾向であることも見えてくる。

 認めなければならない――この社会にはわかりやすいラスボスなどいないのだということを。それを打倒すれば世界がより良く平和になるようなものはまず存在しないのだ。世界は水戸黄門のようにはいかない。まったくの勧善懲悪が実現できるのはフィクションのなかでしかない。

 ツイッターで憤る人びとの目には「男性優位社会」のように見えているラスボスをかりに打倒したとしたら、おそらくラスボス亡きあとの世界は、ラスボスが君臨していた世界よりもコストが高くなりサービスは劣化し、結果的に国民の命がトレードオフとなって得られた平和ということになるだろう。

 ラスボスが斃(たお)れたエンディング後の世界で、まっさきに犠牲となるのは、健康でない人、体の弱い子どもや高齢者といった「立場の弱い人びと」であることだろう。

婦人科女医の独り言
スウェーデンにはなぜ「寝たきり老人」がいないのか

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医師の多くは残業代がつかないシステムで働いてるので、定時上がり8時間労働のところを16時間働いたとして、別に給料が増えるわけではないんですよね。逆に言うと、定時上がり8時間で働く医師なら給料も安く済む、なんてことはないわけでして。

 

アメリカ→女医の産休はないし医学部入試は不平等、税金は安いが国民健康保険はなく保険料・医療費はクソ高い、金さえ出せば病院の待ち時間は短い 北欧→女医でも産休があり医学部入試は平等、医療費は無料だが税金がクソ高く病院の待ち時間は異様に長い

 

日本→国民健康保険が完備され大多数の人が低価格で治療を受けられる、病院の待ち時間は短く何時でも緊急病棟に入ることが出来る。ただしこの環境は不平等な医学部入試と医師の奴隷労働に支えられている

日本の廉価で高品質な医療は、特に勤務医の過重労働に支えられており、その働きにくい労働環境が男子選好の遠因になってると思う。医師の労働環境を改善する為に、税率と社保負担を上げて医師を増やし、病院も事前予約制に移行しよう!

 

調べたところ、看護師は16時間で、帰宅後の呼び出しは医師のような形ではなく、先のRTのような36時間稼働した後帰ったらすぐ急変して呼び出しみたいなのには付き合わないから、看護婦と医師ではハードさが違うのだな。その代わり看護師のほうが歩き回りっぱなしで短距離走長距離走のよう。

まあ、ええわ。どうせ一回崩壊したらいいわ。過重労働も医師偏在も極限までいって一度崩壊したらいい。普通に医療を安い値段でコンビニのように、サービス業かのように享受できる幸せは、一瞬でなくなるだろうけど。しゃーないな。先人が改革を怠って「やる気搾取」で現場に負担を押しつけてきたツケ。

 

増員すると医療費負担は上がりサービスの質も今よりは落ちるでしょうけど(そもそも医師会が反対しているので無理に近い)、世間的にその覚悟はできているのだろうか。今の医療システムに対して「感謝したら負け」みたいなことをほざいているような人間を見かけたのだけど。

 

 

 

 

 

 

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